Wednesday, February 07, 2007 12:02 AM
7th february 2007.
today sucked.
everyone was so rude.
including daniel.
kinda upsetted me.
sighs.
yesterday, i was reading through some stuff in my lappie.
my thoughts.
sms-es which i typed and kept because they were really sweet.
which then made me realised that ..
promises are not promises afterall.
they can never be trusted to be kept.
but also made me very grateful for two people i have in my life.
hiro and jack.
because i realised that only the two of them really kept what they said.
and no other did.
".. so i give you my word i'll always forgive ur every fault, try my best to understand and definitely hold on to you, forever more. (= .."that was part of one of the messages someone sent to me.
i know it's so impossible to forgive someone's every fault and stuff.
it's okay if that person didn't.
but now? we're barely even communicating.
".. can we stay as friends? i miss you.."and now this person is the one who doesn't wish to be friends.
what an irony.
".. know i'm insignificant, but i'll always be behind you. .."what a lie.
the person is so far back, i can't even see.
sighs.
i hate the word
always and
forever.
they so don't come true.
anyway.
last time when i was watching this channel 8 show.
i typed something down.
quoting from the show:
there was this story about the frog and the scorpion.the scorpion wanted the frog to bring him across the river because he couldn't swim.the frog agreed but made the scorpion promised that he'll not sting the frog while crossing.the scorpion promised.but in the end, the scorpion still stung the frog.before the frog drowned, he asked the scorpion why.and the scorpion said .. he couldn't help it.then scorpion then drowned along with the frog.i had been the frog once, i drowned.it took alot of me to surface again and move on in life.i don't wanna be the frog again.okay. this entry is so emo.
i'll stop for now. (:
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